Catharsis 21 - May

it's about that time of the month [not THAT time of the month...] for my emo rantings about life... here goes...

1. i'm a single girl living in a couples' world...
2. why do i always want what i can't have?!
3. guys ruin lives... in more ways than one >_<"
4. am i really that smart or just fluking it?
5. i really, really, really wanna go on a holiday!!!
6. can't wait to dress up... Casino Royale style ^___^
7. the most random lyrics in the world...

Well come on, the way the time cold
I wanna be keeping you, worm
I got the right temperature
Fish hat, a ewe from the storm

Hola! Girl I got the right ant ticks to turn you on
Angola! Wanna be a papa? You can beat a mum... uh oh!!

whoever made this up is freakin' hilarious XD
btw, for those of u who can't figure it out, they're the [misheard] lyrics of Sean Paul's "Temperature"
watch the funni ass video at http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nfXke_z6t3I&feature=related

8. tell me u're only like this 'cause u're being nice...
9. after all this time, why do i still care? why do i still worry about what u're doing?
10. i wish i could write all my probs onto a piece of paper, rip it up and let it all fly away... if only it were that simple...
11. why can't my life be more like a video game? if i stuff up, i could just reset it and start all over again...
12. really need to stop thinking so much...
13. let's go on a shopping spree!! haven't been on one in so long...
14. as much as i'm an easy target for all ur jokes, thanks for making me laugh and for the great company =P
15. need to get back into my cardio classes... stop being lazy >_<"
16. i always used to think u were emotionally retarded... i think it's contagious *sighs*
17. i'm in desperate need of pampering... waxing, manicure, massage, more foils, the works!!!
18. gotta stop trying to live in the past... it's in the past for a reason...
19. i wanna rearrange my room... and my life...
20. i wanna try and figure u out b4 it's too late...
21. i really do want something else to get me through this semi-charmed kinda life...

Short[ish] and sweet

i'm at uni atm and i'm bored... *yawns*

gonna keep all my sentences in this blog short and sweet today 'cause i cbb writing a long essay of what i did like with my last blog and i'm sure i'd bore u guys out newayz hehe

i FINALLY watched Iron Man last nite!!


it was freakin' awesome... even watched the proper ending after the credits... thanks so much GY for taking me to see it... even after all the paying out about not having anyone to see it with hehe

i've been a bit PMSed lately... it's pretty hard to tell most of the time but when i'm at home, my feelings seem to be all outta whack... it sucks =(

spent 3 days straight working and it was actually quite fun despite the hustle and bustle... i've met a few of the newbies and they're quite nice... i enjoy the work atmosphere more now after more than 2 yrs working there hehe

it's fun messing with pplz's minds... after telling everyone i was engaged on MSN last week, i've been bombarded with msgs from pplz either congratulating me or telling me what a big idiot i am for getting engaged so early hehe

for those of u who dunno why i'm suddenly "engaged", it kinda sprang from a convo i had with CC last week... we were commenting about how pplz don't take their relationship statuses on facebook seriously so we figured we'd mess around by saying we were engaged... stay tuned... we'll probably be married soon =P

fave song of the moment: Elevator - Flo Rida feat. Timbaland "she's stuck on my ela-e-elevator"
man, that song is addictive!!! ^__^

a BBQ tomorrow, 21st on Fri, 21st on Sun and assignment due on Mon... i'm gonna be one busy girl this week!!!

okies, that's enough randomness from me today... have a good week everyone!!!

Go on and take a bow...

too tired and drained of energy to write a long blog today... quick updates:

+ i'm assessment-free for the next 18 days!! w00t w00t
+ got my GOLD Myer One card today... i feel so spesh hehe it has my name and everything!!!
+ i have a new gambling buddy =) look forward to gambling with him in the future muahahahaha watch out casino =P
+ it's freakin' freezing these days... gotta get my winter wardrobe out now >_<"
+ 1/3 of the yr has gone by now... where the hell did all the time go?!
+ i have so many offers to go travelling places this yr... Melbz, Sydney, Japan, China, Singapore, Malaysia... and what money do i have to pay for this?! *shrugs*
+ OMG... Krispy Kremes is FINALLY open in Brissy!! and i just missed out on free Krispy Kreme donuts today *cries* damn u Ketty!!!!!!! *shakes fist* hehe
+ Jack won SYTYCD w00t w00t i knew he'd win... Brissy represent =)
+ i'm in love with Rihanna's new song "Take a Bow"... hence the name of my blog =P

Uni officially sucks [so far]

i dunno about other pplz but i feel REALLY old at uni now... yeah yeah, i know i'm not 21 yet and yeah yeah, i know there's heaps of pplz at uni who r way older than me and probably twice my age but i can't help feeling this way... i'm a 4th yr student now and i'm still nowhere near finishing my degree... it's a depressing thought *sighs* should've thought about how long i was gonna be at uni b4 i decided to do a Law degree...

first week of uni has officially passed and i have to say on the whole, it was quite boring... Stats is a bore so far 'cause we're only reviewing stuff atm, Psych of Law and Justice is actually quite interesting so far, Property's not bad but i'm gonna get a little screwed over trying to keep up with what my lecturer is saying and Trusts is pretty boring... since i don't really know anyone's uni timetables atm, i've spent most of the first week by myself... which is okies considering i wanna make the most of my breaks by either studying or going to the gym... yeah, i know... it's a MAJOR shock considering a) i hardly ever study at uni besides during SWOTVAC and b) i don't usually go to the gym, let alone exercise... part of a new and improved me =)

one thing i'm looking forward to as the weeks pass is the [hopefully] shorter queues at uni... man, i couldn't do anything this week without having to stand in a queue that goes for miles and miles... getting something to eat/drink, getting money outta the ATM, getting on the bus, etc etc... maybe i've just become a very impatient person?! or maybe it's the time of the month hehe either way, maybe Shumin's right... the population of UQ has increased a LOT...

on a less bitchy note, i'm on my way to achieving the 21 things i wanna do b4 i turn 21... for those of u who dunno, instead of having new yr's resolutions this yr [which i don't stick to newayz], i have a list of things i wanna do b4 i turn that spesh age of 21... if u wanna look at the list, check out my notes on facebook... for those of u who don't have my facebook, find someone who does hehe i've done 2 things so far and hopefully i'll get a chance of achieving more as the weeks pass... wish me luck!! btw, if u wanna help me achieve some of the things, feel free to drop me a line... help is very much appreciated!!

one last thing b4 i sign off for another blog... i've noticed some pplz r a bit down about things atm [i admit, i'm a little down myself]... if it helps in any way, listen to a feel-good song... my feel-good song now is "Keep on Movin'" by Five... i know it's teenybopperish but ever since i heard it on the radio a couple of nites ago, i can't stop listening to it...

Get on up, when you're down baby
Take a good look around...
I know it's not much but it's OK
Keep on moving on anyway...