I want it to be Wednesday now!!!

Today's Sunday.
I have an exam in 2 days which I'm so not prepared for even though it's an open book exam.
I'm dead tired. Sleeping at 3:30am doesn't help the situation.
My legs are still in pain from the intense workout I had at my hip hop class on Friday night.
I'm supposed to be at a b'day party in a matter of hours. Having an early night there so I can stay up late again and try and not epic fail my Tuesday exam.
Another night buried in the mess that is my study notes.

Tomorrow's Monday.
I only realised yesterday that I'm rostered to work tomorrow from 8:30am - 10pm for stocktake.
There's no way in hell I'm doing that so I bargain the shift to finish at 5pm instead.
And 'cause I'm an idiot, I also pick up a shift on Tuesday from 5pm 'til God knows when.
Gonna have another night of not enough sleep and frantically organising notes and reading, reading, reading.

The day after tomorrow is Tuesday.
I have an exam at 10am which goes for about 1.5 hours.
I then have to rush to court and bore myself for hours on end taking notes for an assignment.
I then have to rush to work and do stocktake again for hours on end.

Seriously FML. =(

I'm so human. It's OK for me to feel this way.

Doesn't it feel much better when you've had a better day than yesterday?

My busy, busy week...

Wed 24/9
~ hung out with Ketty at the City
~ went to class
~ watched Wall-e and had ice cream with Cam at Southbank

Thurs 25/9
~ hung out and karaoked with Ketty and Leana at the City
~ worked at nite

Fri 26/9
~ went pressie shopping
~ hung out with Chi, Jason, Sandy, Jess and Khoi throughout the nite

Sat 27/9
~ worked all day
~ went to Ruby's 21st
~ bummed at the City with Ketty, Chi and Jason

Sun 28/9
~ had lunch and karaoked with Ketty and Chi
~ watched Wall-e [again] with GY at Indro

Mon 29/9
~ went to BSA yum cha
~ bummed around Sunnybank then the City
~ went to the casino with Khoi and Ketty
~ went to Wu's 21st
~ played games at Replay with Ketty, Chi, Jason and Khoi

Tues 30/9
~ planning to play poker tonite with Khoi and possibly Ketty

it doesn't sound like much when u dot point everything but freakin' hell... being out every day is exhausting and drains out so much of ur money!!

Short[ish] and sweet

i'm at uni atm and i'm bored... *yawns*

gonna keep all my sentences in this blog short and sweet today 'cause i cbb writing a long essay of what i did like with my last blog and i'm sure i'd bore u guys out newayz hehe

i FINALLY watched Iron Man last nite!!


it was freakin' awesome... even watched the proper ending after the credits... thanks so much GY for taking me to see it... even after all the paying out about not having anyone to see it with hehe

i've been a bit PMSed lately... it's pretty hard to tell most of the time but when i'm at home, my feelings seem to be all outta whack... it sucks =(

spent 3 days straight working and it was actually quite fun despite the hustle and bustle... i've met a few of the newbies and they're quite nice... i enjoy the work atmosphere more now after more than 2 yrs working there hehe

it's fun messing with pplz's minds... after telling everyone i was engaged on MSN last week, i've been bombarded with msgs from pplz either congratulating me or telling me what a big idiot i am for getting engaged so early hehe

for those of u who dunno why i'm suddenly "engaged", it kinda sprang from a convo i had with CC last week... we were commenting about how pplz don't take their relationship statuses on facebook seriously so we figured we'd mess around by saying we were engaged... stay tuned... we'll probably be married soon =P

fave song of the moment: Elevator - Flo Rida feat. Timbaland "she's stuck on my ela-e-elevator"
man, that song is addictive!!! ^__^

a BBQ tomorrow, 21st on Fri, 21st on Sun and assignment due on Mon... i'm gonna be one busy girl this week!!!

okies, that's enough randomness from me today... have a good week everyone!!!

Random ramblings

i feel like writing a longish blog today so get ready for a lotta reading!! there's pics here too so it's prettied up a little hehe

so Easter has pretty much come and gone and it's been an enjoyable few days... Good Friday was spent hanging out with Kev and watching "The Other Boleyn Girl" which i thought was quite good... then off to Julie's for a nice bitching session hehe


Easter Saturday was spent working all day in Country Road which was pretty busy... pplz always tend to go crazy shopping after a big public holiday when all the shops r shut... it's as if they've been deprived of one shopping day and they have to make up for it by doubly shopping the next day... or it could just be 'cause there's a lotta sales around hehe

went to Cath's 21st afterwards and it was so beautiful... with the whole atmosphere, i felt like i was actually at her wedding instead... even her b'day cake looked like a wedding cake!! one part of her party involved 21 of the most important guys in her life giving her a rose and dancing with her whilst 21 of the most important girls in her life made a wish for her and lighted a candle on her cake... thinking i could try and be a bit different, i wished her good health [very Chinese New Year-ish but meh hehe] and a very long, fulfilling life... as well as getting a few invites to her celebrity parties hehe and of course, by special request from everyone at the party, Cath sang a few numbers from the likes of Whitney Houston and Celine Dion... i almost forgot how beautiful her voice was until i heard her sing again... i had tears welling up in my eyes... she's really matured as a person and as a singer and i wish her every success in life... love u long time Cath and thanks for letting me be a part of ur very spesh celebration *hugglez*

photos r courtesy of CC... there's more on facebook!!



after a stopover at the casino, i crashed at CC's place for the nite... even though we got home around 1ish, i didn't sleep 'til 3:30am 'cause i stayed up talking to this guy who also plays APL poker... woke up around 11:30 and after chatting on the net for a bit, CC and i had brunch b4 we started getting ready for CC's Easter Sunday dinner... CC took care of the food while i took care of the creative side of things [namely, making and decorating the Easter baskets hehe]... watched a lotta TV b4 pplz started showing up and after what seemed like eternity, we got to the dinner table and we all got to make and eat rice paper rolls as well as eat some nice Sara Lee cheesecake... also played a pretty fun game of Cranium, went on a late nite Easter egg hunt around CC's front and backyard and played poker whilst watching "300"... i won $3 in the end w00t w00t thanks to CC for letting me crash and for organising this splendid gathering and to Taiki for driving me home... and so sorry for getting u a little lost hehe

my plans for the rest of my holz? 2 more b'day parties, work, study for my PSYC2010 exam, research for my LAWS3111 assignment and gym... and hopefully i get to slot in some time to get my hair done as well... i haven't done anything to my hair for nearly 6 months now!!

and to live up to the name of today's blog, here r some random ramblings:
~ normally i don't ever remember my dreams but last nite, i had a dream that me and Mr Sparkle were a couple... even though i've never talked to the guy in my life and i've only ever seen him 3 times, the feeling i got after i woke up today was really nice and it put a big smile on my face... it's been a while since i've felt that way... and b4 i get bombarded with msgs of "OMG, who is this Mr Sparkle?! u've never told me about him" etc etc, i don't like him nor do i have a crush on him =P

~ a thought crossed my mind today as i was checking my facebook... for those of u who dunno, facebook's recently updated their privacy settings allowing us to control who sees what on our profiles... i dunno about other pplz but it's things like this that make me think that nobody trusts anyone anymore... and it's a little ironic 'cause we kinda put it on ourselves... we risk trusting other pplz, they lose the trust and 'cause of that, we get wary and cautious of pplz we know now and in the future... i just find it quite sad... then again, who am i to talk?! i trust very few pplz nowadays

~ just finished watching ep 17 of 最美麗的第七天 and the situations r so sad... after watching it, i'm REALLY hoping there's at least one happy ending here... especially for TVB Mr Sparkle and Niki... they've done so much for each other... [SPOILERS AHEAD...] she went all across Japan to look for him and stayed by his side even though she was sick and he bought her all 4 commitment rings and even designed her dream house... [END OF SPOILERS] it's just really, really, ridiculously sweet *sighs* btw Beckie, TVB Mr Sparkle's real name is 鄭嘉穎 [Kevin Cheng] hehe

~ i had a look at some of the personality traits of my birth month and a few of them were quite intriguing...

SEPTEMBER:
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to
point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk
well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed.
Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive.
Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for
information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate
oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves sports, leisure
and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

i think i've blabbed on for long enough today... take care everyone!!

Party season has begun!!

had the first of 4 consecutive 21st b'day parties last nite and it was quite fun!! even though i see most of my closest friends either in small groups or 1 on 1 these days, when we hang out as a big group, i always feel so warm and comfy and i feel like i can really let go and be myself... not saying that i'm not myself when i hang around pplz normally, but these days, i've become more emotionally distant... i'm doing more listening than talking these days as well and i'm really hoping this is just a phase 'cause i don't wanna become anti-social!!

in other news [i'm dotpointing now 'cause i'm getting lazy...]:

• this week for me is jam-packed!! JUST LOOK AT THIS!!
  Mon ~ psych experiment 12 - 1pm, uni 4 - 6pm
  Tues ~ work 9:30am - 5pm
  Wed ~ uni 8am - 6pm, gym 6:30 - 7:30pm
  Thurs ~ uni 12 - 5pm, gym 5:30 - 6:30pm, possible farewell/b'day party to go to afterwards
  Fri ~ work 9:30am - 5pm
  Sat ~ work 9:30am - 4:30pm, Alyce's 21st
  
• i'm on my way to finding a new job!! once i properly finish my resume [i'm setting tonite as a deadline!!] and get cracking on my cover letters, i've got 2 or 3 jobs i'm hoping to get... wish me luck!!
• i'm also on my way to getting fitter... i'm planning to do 3 cardio classes a week as well as get into other forms of exercise like skipping once i find time to buy a decent skipping rope
• watched SYTYCD tonite and OMG, all the routines were awesome!! i think all the dancers r upping their game now and it'll be so sad to see 2 of them leave tomorrow nite =(
• also watching this new TVB series 'called 最美麗的第七天 and i'm already getting into it... i love it when 鄭嘉穎 and 周麗淇 do a series together 'cause i reckon they have such great chemistry... plus they're both ridiculously good looking... especially 鄭嘉穎 *sighs* he's my on-screen Mr Sparkle hehe

i had more i wanted to blog about but my brain's pretty much switched off for the nite so i might sign off now and blog again when my memory's not so bad... have a good week everyone!!