Some belated congrats and farewell msgs...

1. to my dearest facebook buddy Jared ~ i know u've been gone for a week now but everyone in Brissy is missing u loads... including me!!! best wishes with ur "mission" in Taiwan and make sure u keep in touch once u get the net hehe

2. to my dearest poker pro Willeh ~ i'm soooooooooo excited and happy for u that u're officially part of the WSOP circuit... i really hope u do well and make the most of this awesome experience... call me when u become the next WSOP winner =)

3. to my dearest bitches [i mean, poker buddies hehe] Cam and Alex ~ all i can say is, STATE CHAMPS BABY!! w00t w00t hehe i'm happy all of us got in instead of some certain individuals =P let's kick some ass next Sat ^___^

4. to my dearest guy friend of all guy friends GY ~ congrats on the new job at Rio Tinto... i got so excited for u when i found out u got the job and what ur starting salary may be... "hello Mr GY" *wink wink* hehe and best of luck on the "other" thing too =)

Catharsis 21 - June

1. has the whole world become superficial?
2. is it so hard to find a guy who has depth?!
3. something or someone is holding me back...
4. please let me pass... please let me pass...
5. start saving and stop spending!!!
6. between us i feel this undeniable thing... but what is it???
7. it's been short and sweet so far but i'll still miss u...
8. why does my past keep coming back to haunt me >_<"
9. i think i'm letting u slip away... 'cause it's just not the same...
10. please stop the talking... u're only driving everyone further away...
11. am i the "friend" u're talking about?
12. i want a cute puppy or kitten to look after now...
13. since when did the rules of attraction become so complicated?!
14. what's the point of getting close to someone when they're just gonna leave u newayz? =(
15. gotta stop resorting to chocolate...
16. somebody distract me from my thoughts!!!
17. listening to boy bands reminds me of a much simpler time...
18. u're one in a million... dunno what i'd do without u =)
19. u're also one in a million... ur randomness astounds me hehe
20. there's gotta be more to life than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me...
21. i must enjoy my holz... stop worrying about everything *sighs*

Have you ever... ???

Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?

Saying something and wishing you hadn't or saying nothing and wishing you had?

I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say. Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them.

If you do, they might break your heart. If you don't, you might break theirs.

Have you ever decided not to become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?

Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't. You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own; when you least expect it or even when you don't want it to.

Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had but that other person was too afraid to let you?

Too many of us stayed walled up because we are too afraid to care too much, for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all.

Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?

We tell lies when we are afraid; afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us.

But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger.

Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump. Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done or could have had.

What would you do if every time you fell in love, you had to say goodbye?

What would you do if every time you wanted someone, they would never be there?

What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt?

What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them?

各位觀眾。。。四條七!!!

a friend of mine posted a note on facebook the other day completely written in Chinese [except for a couple of English words here and there] and even though i got the gist of everything she was talking about, i couldn't read everything character for character... and u know what i felt after reading that? 我對自己好失望... why? haven't really caught up with my Chinese lately and instead of getting better, it's getting worse... so to improve it again, i'm watching TVB dramas on youtube and maybe i'll start singing Chinese songs again when i'm at karaoke hehe

so what's with the title of my blog? for those who can't read Chinese, basically the title means "ladies and gentlemen... four 7's!!!" as far as i know, this phrase is meant to be a motivation for one of my law friends... and if she's reading this, i know she's capable of achieving that this sem... she's a very, very smart girl!!! should be a motivation for me too but i'm not smart enough to do THAT well with my subs even though i'm doing decently so far this sem...

u know what that phrase in the title of my blog reminds me of? if anyone's ever seen 賭俠, there's a scene where 周星馳 and 吳孟達 go to see 劉德華 to show off 周星馳's special skills... after seeing 劉德華 carve out 4 aces with a knife, 周星馳 reaches into the pocket of 吳孟達 and announces: "各位觀眾... 五條烟!" and instead of pulling out 5 aces, he pulls out 5 cigarettes XD for those of u who don't get the joke, the character for "aces" and "cigarettes" is exactly the same and is also pronounced the same... it's a freakin' hilarious scene hehe

okies, i have no idea what the point of this blog was... just procrastinating i guess hehe best of luck to everyone for exams... 加油!!!