It's come to that time.
I am sick. ONCE AGAIN!!!
I swear I don't get sick this often. Don't even know how this came about!!

In the midst of my illness, I've noticed a few things:
1. I'm more caring and less bitchy.
2. I think about things more than normal.
3. I'm always craving what I can't have. Things like chocolate, coffee, hot chocolate, chips, pearl tea, etc etc.

Probably not the best time to blog considering I'm WAY behind in my lecture recordings but meh, this will be more interesting to read in the end than my lecture notes.

So I was thinking about some of the conversations I've had with friends lately. I actually think I've changed heaps over the last month. If you don't talk to me on a regular basis, you probably wouldn't have noticed. For those who dunno, long story cut short, I HAVE A DARK SIDE. I didn't think it was that bad at first but I think I've suppressed it all these years until now. Don't even know what triggered it. And for the record, I don't like it. It's created a lotta uncertainty in myself and it's really been an eye-opener. Dunno what to do...

On the bright side, my one month ban on shopping for myself and Maccas ends today. Hurrah!! I'm grabbing Maccas for lunch and gonna shop with Mummy dearest at the Myer stocktake sale preview tomorrow night.

I thought this was gonna be a longer blog post but I got side-tracked by other things. Maybe I'll elaborate when I'm not in so much of a coughing fit.

Catharsis 23 - May

1. 'Don't make someone a priority if they only make you an option.' Rings way too true in my opinion.
2. Really want a change of scenery soon.
3. It's a bit chilly.
4. Am I hooked? If I am, frick on a stick with a brick.
5. Even though it was the first and last time, I'm so glad I went.
6. I don't wanna be your doormat anymore. It's just not worth it.
7. The cynic inside has come back. Awesome.
8. Even though I don't see you as much as I used to, you always know how to get me laughing and get my mind off things.
9. Can't please anyone if I can't please myself first.
10. Another crap exam timetable. SIGH.
11. Taking one for the team is gayness up the anus.
12. Why does emotion always trump logic? Why why why why why???
13. What a surprise. Did better than expected.
14. Ahhh... where are you when I need you? I need to spill my guts.
15. Well, I won't be the one to disappoint you anymore...
16. This better be worth it all. I'm gonna be annoyed if it doesn't work out.
17. Please don't do me any favours. I'm really not worth it.
18. Get me some loud rock music please.
19. Sometimes I wish I had your mentality. Stupid, complex mind of mine.
20. Freakin' make up your mind. Even I'm getting annoyed.
21. Will be so glad when this is over tomorrow.
22. Wish I could just stay in bed all day and night. It means I won't have to deal with anything. Just sleep.
23. I could use a dream or a genie or a wish
To go back to a place much simpler than this...