Monday, July 28, 2008

Quiz madness!!!

it's been a while since i've done quizzes... and for those who've been loyal readers of my blog since i started blogging in the high school days, they'd know that i'm the biggest fan of quizzes... they're the best time-waster hehe i wanted a new quiz to do and i resorted to going to my myspace to find one... and i rarely ever go on my myspace now!! here we go...

Did you kiss someone before you were 16?
yeah

Have you ever kissed someone 21 years old or older?
yeah

Are you good at hiding your feelings?
around pplz i'm not close to, it's easy... maybe not so much around my close friends

Do you wave when you see people you know?
yeah, unless i'm in a hurry to go somewhere... but i usually acknowledge pplz with at least a smile

Last 3 people to text you?
Cameron, Shumin and Kev

Who did you last have a sleepover with?
CC and Chi... only last Sat nite hehe

Is your best friend drop dead sexy?
i don't technically have a best friend but my close friends r all sexy hehe

Are you afraid of falling in love?
sometimes

Is there someone that popped in your mind after that question?
not really... i haven't gotten to that point yet

Can you braid hair?
yeah, sorta... but my hair's hard to braid properly 'cause it's layered >_<"

Do you drink Red Bull or any other energy drink on a regular basis?
i drink Red Bull but not so regularly now i'm not at poker so much hehe

Did you date anyone this past summer?
i was dating someone when it was summer but that's over now

Do you hate being alone?
these days, i actually like being alone... but i can't do it for a long period of time

How do you feel about the person that you've become?
i think i've turned out alrite... i've become more realistic about my approach towards friends, love and life in general... it's definitely made me more cynical but at the same time, i'm not letting my bad experiences ruin what i have now and what i can have in the future

Do you hate the last guy/girl you had a thing with?
i wouldn't say i hate him, but i don't think i could ever be friends with him again... it's just too hard...


Have you ever been out past curfew?
technically, i don't really have a curfew but there's been numerous occasions where i've been out later than what my p's saw as a reasonable time to come home

Have you ever told someone you like them?
yeah

Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
i don't usually carry an umbrella with me 'cause all the umbrellas at home r pretty dodgy... i'm a hoodie girl =)

Do you get along with girls?
of course... i went to an all girls' high school hehe

Have you ever been in trouble with the cops?
nope

Did you know that peeling a wrapper off of a bottle means your sexually frustrated?
wtf?! hehe

Name something you have in common with all of your siblings?
we both love music and rebelling against Mum and Dad hehe

Who is the last person who wrote a letter to you on paper?
OMG... i have no idea hey... maybe CC back in high school? hehe

What was your first job?
waitressing for my p's at our old restaurant

What color is your favorite hoodie?

atm, it's my grey one

Name a sound that disturbs you?
the Chinese opera that Dad likes to crank up in the house >_<"

What did you do today?
woke up...helped mum n daddy get ready for guests to arrive!

What did you do last night?
had Korean BBQ with friends at Han Woo Ri then went to Cam's place to play poker with the guys

Do you have a cell-phone?
yeah, it's getting a little old though...

Are you emotional?
sometimes... depends what's on my mind and what's happening in my life

Have you ever had the same dream more than once?
i'm pretty sure i have but i have a pretty shocking memory when it comes to remembering my dreams

Name a song that makes you happy?
atm, i'm liking "Forever" by Chris Brown

Do you use chapstick?
hell yeah!! it's so good during winter... damn dry lips *shakes first*

If you were in an emergency situation and you had to deliver a baby, could you?
i'd definitely try my best

What was the most recent thing you bought?
i bought a Cooper St dress during work... originally $139, bought it for $38ish hehe

What is on your refrigerator door?
random fridge magnets

Name something you have to do tomorrow?
uni from 8am - 5pm *sighs* and possibly poker at nite if i'm not tired as...

What was the last movie you watched?
Dark Knight... OMG, what an awesome movie!!!

Do any of your friends have children?
i know pplz who have kids but i'm not particularly close to them

Do you prefer regular or chocolate milk?
choc milk...

When was the last time you had Starbucks?
quite a while ago... i'm not the biggest Starbucks fan

Can you whistle?
sorta...

Do you have a trampoline at your house?
nope =(

Would you ever want to swim with the sharks?
i don't think i'm THAT adventurous hehe

Do you know how to do a cart-wheel?
i could probably do a really retarded one

What are you wearing?
my PJ's, jacket and socks... and underwear of course hehe

What was the last thing you ate?
buffet at Blackjacks... *drools* very good free buffet hehe

Do you take pills of any sort?
yeah, THE Pill hehe

When was the last time you did the dishes?
on Sat nite at CC's place

How much sleep did you get last night?
about 7 hrs... it's not enough =(

Do you own any band t-shirts?
nope

Last song you sang outloud?
Elevator - Flo Rida feat. Timbaland... that song is addictive!!

When was the last time you slept on the floor?
it's been a while now since Dave moved apartments hehe

Would you chew gum that's already been chewed b4?
that's gross...


Who have you talked to today?
lotsa customers and workmates at Myer, Kev, Cam, my p's, some rellies and family friends and now chatting to Shumin and Ketty on MSN

FACT: about the person you like?
that's for me to know and u to find out =)

WHAT: happened at 11:00 am today?
i was working >_<"

ARE YOU: wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
nope... i hardly ever borrow pplz's clothes... i have so much of my own clothes hehe

NAME: someone whose name starts with the letter "C"
CC!! most obvious name hehe

DO YOU: plan on moving in the next year?
not really... i'm a poor uni student =(

WHO: took your profile picture?
the pic on my blog was self-taken with my laptop webcam

WHATS: your current problem?
how am i gonna organise myself this sem!?

LAST: person to lay in your bed?
me of course... although lately, more pplz have been there... nothing suss hehe

WHO WAS: the last person you saw?
my p's

DO YOU: crack your knuckles?
nope

HAVE YOU: cried today at all?
nope

ARE YOU: ticklish?
yeah, it's so bad >_<"

ARE YOU: happy right now?
i'd say i'm content atm... that's close enough to happy for me =)

WHO WAS: the last person you talked to 2 nights ago before bed?
CC and Chi

WILL YOU: be driving in a year?
i hope so... haven't done it a lot this yr hehe

HAVE YOU MADE: a mistake this past week?
i don't think so...

DO YOU: miss someone?
yeah, i kinda do =(

WHEN WAS: the last time you really laughed?
probably Sat nite at CC's place... playing board games is always bound to bring some sorta laughter =)

HOW LONG: is your hair?
it's actually the length i want it to be... which means i might have to get it cut soon

DID YOU: have a nap today?
nope, didn't have time =( but going to sleep soon and that's even better than a nap hehe

HAVE ANY: regrets?
i wouldn't say i have regrets but there r things i could've done or said better at the time

DO YOU USE: an alarm clock?
sometimes... when i'm forced to wake up early!!!

DO YOU: work?
yeah, same old place...

ARE YOU: social or antisocial person?
in general, i'm pretty social but there r times when i can be quite anti-social

WHO WAS THE LAST: person to disappoint you?
i'm not gonna name them here...

WHO DO YOU TRUST:
not a lotta pplz... pretty much just a few close friends plus my family

WHAT ARE YOU DOING:
listening to music, doing this quiz and chatting on MSN

WHAT WERE YOU DOING at 5 in the morning?
sleeping deeply

DO YOU: drink tea?
yeah, but i prefer to drink coffee

WOULD YOU: ever dye your hair blonde?
i'd only have blonde foils

WHO WAS: the last person to call you?
Kev

WHAT IS: the last non-alcoholic beverage you had?
water

DID YOU: sing at all today?
nope

LAST: text from?
Cam

What song is stuck in your head?
"Forever" - Chris Brown and "See You Again" - Miley Cyrus

Wanna have kids before you're 30?:
dunno yet

Do you sleep on your side, stomach, or back?:
i'm pretty sure i fall asleep when i'm sleeping on my side

What gets in your way of your sleeping?:
too many thoughts, cold weather, hot weather, random phone calls or SMSs, my alarm or in the case of Sat nite, no space to toss and turn hehe

Are your eyes the same colour as your mum's or dad's?:
both

Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes?:
i honestly can't remember =P

How do you prevent anger?:
i distract myself, listen to music, sleep, talk to friends, shop

Do you think too much or too little?:
too much for my own good

Do you smile a lot?:
yeah... for a cynic, it actually doesn't take much to make me smile =)

Who was the last person you cried in front of?:
nobody... i was on the phone when i last cried

Are you happy with your life?:
i can't complain too much about it

Can you handle the truth?:
yeah... for good or bad, everybody has their reasons for thinking the way they do

Do you get 8 hours of sleep everyday?:
nope, but that's totally my fault

Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?:
of course not

What were you doing 30 minutes ago?:
exactly what i'm doing now hehe

Honestly, who was the last person to tell you that they love you?:
probably my sis... or maybe one of my friends slipped it in a convo?

Did you have an exciting last weekend?:
yeah, it was a pretty fun, eventful weekend =)

Are you wearing a necklace?:
not atm... but normally i do

Do you cry a lot?:
i wouldn't say a lot but i do cry every now and then

What's something that can always make you feel better?:
listening to music and sleep

Will this weekend be a good one?:
not sure... i don't have plans atm

What do you want right now?:
i wanna go to sleep... i'm so gonna do that once i finish this quiz...

Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?:
hehe yeah

Look behind you, what do you see?:
a big mess =(

Have you ever worked in a food place?:
yeah... never going back!!!

What would you name your future daughter?:
not sure yet... i'll think about it if i have one

The last thing you heard?:
my music

Thursday, July 24, 2008

Catharsis 21 - July

1. my prayers go out to u... i really want u to make it through these 2 months...
2. please let me get through this semester!!!
3. gotta stop being such a drama queen...
4. life doesn't make sense... bad things happen to good pplz and good things happen to bad pplz?!
5. stop being lazy and start planning dammit!!!
6. is this the beginning of something or just another phase?
7. thanks for listening to me... it was good timing =)
8. only 4 down so far... how depressing *sighs*
9. why do i still hold this grudge?
10. i'm glad i found u again... u always were my best distraction from reality =)
11. i am in dire need of a holiday... a long, long holiday...
12. gotta stop building invisible walls for myself...
13. it must be a sentimental time of the yr for everyone...
14. stop coming back to haunt me... haven't u hurt me enough?!
15. why so serious? good question Joker...
16. i wanna talk but i dunno what to say...
17. i wanna be emotional but i dunno how i feel...
18. thanks for all u've done for me... sometimes i think u're too good to be true...
19. things will be better... i promise u my kindred spirit =)
20. don't look back... only look at what's in front of u...
21. And this girl has seen a lot of pain

But this girl's gonna smile again

She knows that a flower grows every time
it rains
And this girl's got a lot of dreams

She knows that tomorrow ain't what it seems

She might not solve a mystery tonight

But this girl's gonna be alright...

btw, HAPPY 21ST B'DAY CC!!! i'd write an overlong, sentimental msg here but i'll save it for when i see u hehe loveuheaps *hugglez and muahz*

Thursday, July 10, 2008

Realisations...

some things i've realised in the last few days:

1. sometimes the littlest things u say can have the biggest impact on pplz
2. family is the only aspect of ur life that remains constant... which is probably why so many pplz [like me] take them for granted
3. i've spent pretty much all of this yr so far trying to live in the past... pplz change and circumstances change and i'm finally learning to build a bridge and get over my past insecurities
4. i really, really miss reading...

and the biggest lesson i've learnt?

5. u can never finish getting to know someone... no matter how well u think u know them