Catharsis 23 - June

1. What a horrible series of unfortunate events.
2. How can we be friends?
It just don't make sense,
You're just too damn beautiful,
You make it impossible,
You make it impossible not to fall...
3. Nothing like a hermit session to get a little perspective.
4. Can't wait 'til the whole ordeal is over.
5. Can't even finish exams in peace... ARGH!!!
6. I wanna tell you so badly, but no words will come out.
7. Hope for the best, prepare for the worst. *breathes in and out*
8. I fooled everyone and now what will i become?
I have to start this over...
9. And now to play the waiting game. Many, many games.
10. ZOMG, I have a LOT of work to do to get you back into shape.
11. Sorry to hear the bad news. Remember, you're headed for way better things.
12. Haven't had a proper chance to say congrats. Celebration is overdue.
13. I'm here for you no matter what you decide. Bitches stick together.
14. What do I want to do???
15. The tables seem to have turned. SIGH.
16. Still spending money like no tomorrow. Must. Stop.
17. Can't wait to hang out with you. Fun(ny) times must be had.
18. Love love love. Thanks for the chats and randomness.
19. Gotta stop playing the blame game.
20. ZOMG, it's been too long. Catch up is long, long, long overdue.
21. I'm going down, I'll be coming back fighting,
I may be scared and a little bit frightened,
But I'll be back, I'll be coming back to life,
I'll be coming back to life...
22. Good luck. Add oil. Will see you all at the finish line soon.
23. Holy crap, I only have a week to make my list!!!!!!!!!!

Fare thee well for the time being...

I made a sudden realisation today.
In the midst of all the craziness and the drama out there, I've lost sight of who I really am.
There's only so much you can take and keep bottled up before you ultimately crack.
I've really thrown myself in the deep end here and I can't stop drowning.

As Coldplay so rightly sings out:
In my place, in my place
Were lines that I couldn't change
I was lost, oh yeah...

I was lost, I was lost
Crossed lines I shouldn't have crossed
I was lost, oh yeah...

After a really eye-opening talk with one of my closest friends, I realised I'm just avoiding what's on my mind and distracting myself with everybody else's drama.
So that's it. No more drama for me.
Must deal with what's going on alone with just my thoughts and surrounding exam notes.
Must keep the focus. Gotta keep it simple.

So the social butterfly is going into hiding.
I've deactivated the FB account and probably won't be on MSN for quite a while.
But don't worry, I'm endeavouring to come out of all of this with a smile on my face, a clear head and high hopes for the future.

Stay tuned for a new and improved me.

A last note to everyone:
For the uni students, good luck for your exams.
For the full-timers, enjoy and make the most of your long weekend.