Last day of 22

Can't believe I'm spending the last day of my 22nd year frantically finishing assignments. I had a whole weekend to party it up too!!! Oh well, considering the number of b'day celebrations I had last year, it's probably a good thing that I'm hermiting at home this year.

Having said that, I'm already feeling the b'day love!! =) Friends are already offering to take me out [just a matter of when and whether they'll keep their word now hehe], I've had visits to my house and I've gotten my first b'day pressie!!!

I'll keep it short and sweet today. With about 3.5 hours left of 22, here's hoping that I have an awesome 23rd b'day and a kickass year to come.

Actually, I'll be happy just to finish these assignments on time plus get good marks for them. B'day miracle, work your magic please!!!

And the world's worst friend award goes to... ME.

So the bitch has a conscience after all.

Despite the random and somewhat unpredictable night I ended up having tonight, deep down I just couldn't properly enjoy myself. All the 'jokes' made cut me real deep and it was like having my worst thoughts and fears come to life.

The question that still puzzles me is why it happened and how I let it happen. It doesn't make any sense and it's seriously not like me.

Whatever it is, at least I know this: I am my own worst enemy.