On the home stretch of exam mode. 2ish days left and it's all over for another year. Wish I could say it's all over once and for all but things just don't go as planned sometimes. Oh well.
So I've been in hermit mode for over a month already and it feels like routine now. Sure, I come out for the occasional gathering but I don't feel this urge to go out anymore. Once I finish exams, all I feel like doing is spend more time with myself catching up on all my [non-uni-related] reading, my TV shows, my K-dramas, my TVB series and movies. I also wanna lie on the grass somewhere and spend the day looking up at the sky with nothing but my music and any passing thoughts.
Is the social butterfly becoming a hermit crab? I guess we'll see in the next week...
In other news, I'm loving The Script's new album. I'm falling more and more in love with their music. I dunno why but their lyrics really get to me.
The blissful highs...
You won't find faith or hope down a telescope
You won't find heart and soul in the stars
You can break everything, down to chemicals
But you can't explain a love like ours.
It's the way we feel, yeah this is real.
The agonising lows...
I know that I'm drunk but I'll say the words,
And she'll listen this time even though they're slurred,
So I dialed her number and confessed to her,
I'm still in love but all I heard was nothing
She said nothing
Oh, I wanted words but all I heard was nothing.
Can't wait to see you guys on the 10th of April. In the meantime, you'll be singing to me on my iTunes.
So I'm into Week 2 of my holiday and I have to say so far, it's been HELLA AWESOME!! In the span of nearly 2 weeks, I've done the following [in no particular order]:
1. Gone clubbing [and in the midst of it, watched the Brazil-Portugal game]
Check me out... I'm a nerd!! And I'm drinking!!! *shock horror*
2. Watched 'Shrek 4' and 'Toy Story 3' in 3D. Feel like such a kid again.
3. I've drank chai tea [TWICE!!] at 3 Monkeys. Love love love that place.
4. Bought tickets to Owl City. It's not 'til November so I'm gonna cry if I end up having an exam that night.
5. Finally went to a football game and sat right at the 50m line. Great view and great atmosphere!! Would've been better if Broncos won though =( Stupid last min try!!!!!!!!!!!
6. Went to Ron Mueck and even got to check out parts of the Art Gallery. Love getting my art on.
Being tourists outside GOMA... love it!
7. Have watched more sports than you can poke a stick at. World Cup, rugby league, Wimbledon, you name it, I've probably watched it.
8. Caught up with a fair few of my friends.
Still so much to look forward to. Things are looking up for me!!
What will REALLY make my holiday is:
~ if Argentina win their game tonight. GO ARGENTINA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
~ if I get my special exam on the 21st July.
~ if I can get my finances back on track.
~ if I get the marks I want on Wednesday.
~ if I can get my room clean. Like CLEAN.
~ if something unexpected happens. In a good way of course. Could do with a good twist of fate.
I'm on such a high right now. Might be 'cause I'm cranking 'Fireflies' by Owl City on repeat.
i had a lotta fun doing my catharsis last month... i think i might actually start doing this every month now... just so there's a brief review of how i'm feeling hehe here we go...
1. to pursue or not to pursue... that is the question?
2. i wanna start reading again and enter someone else's world...
3. Demi or Jack ftw on SYTYCD ^^
4. Ken leee... tulibu dibu douchoo... ken leee... ken lee meju more XD gotta love a Bulgarian trying to sing Mariah Carey...
5. i want more colours in my hair!!
6. him... or him?
7. poker ruins lives >_<"
8. i feel like a big, fat, lazy slob *sighs*
9. why can't i find the perfect pair of jeans?!
10. why don't u call me anymore? i miss our 2-3 hr chats...
11. i wanna be spoiled again...
12. why does this warm, fuzzy feeling inside come and go?!
13. i want a hug... but not just any hug... one that when u start, u don't wanna let go...
14. i need motivation to do things!!
15. i miss taking photos of the random things in my life...
16. i wanna sing karaoke!!
17. music soothes my soul... i'd be so lost without it...
18. take me away... somewhere far, far from here...
19. goodbye old me... hello ??? me
20. do pplz really see the real me? or do they just see what i want them to see?
21. weirdly enough, this is the happiest i've been in a long time...
