Catharsis 21

firstly, i'd like to thank Shumin for the inspiration for this blog... although this post seems like a really emo rant, i'm not feeling emo atm... i just feel like sharing some things that have been on my mind hehe

1. i feel so old yet so young at the same time
2. i'm sick of uni yet it's still a safety net for me
3. Good Charlotte had a point...

Everybody's hurt somebody before
Everybody's been hurt by somebody before
You can change, but you'll always come back for more
It's a game and we're all just victims of love...

4. why is it that when i start getting close to some friends, i start losing the closeness with other friends?
5. why is it that when i wanna change jobs, i realise how much i actually quite like my current job? [despite all my whinging...]
6. i'm still thinking about him...
7. i'm starting to create an emotional barrier around myself
8. 鄭嘉穎 will always be my Mr Sparkle ^__^
9. i desperately need to clean up my room
10. everyone around me is all grown up...
11. and me? i'm a single, poor, uni student with no big plans for the future
12. i now see why some pplz reckon 24 hrs in a day isn't enough
13. i need to stop buying clothes...
14. and food...
15. and other unnecessary things...
16. i wanna start watching anime and Korean dramas again
17. how do pplz balance out their lives?!
18. i wanna move outta home temporarily and experience independent living for a little while
19. i love my girlfriends to bits... all unique in their own little way and i cherish every moment i spend with them =)
20. NRL season is back on!! w00t w00t
21. i realise there's 4 types of pplz out there:
COLD-COLD ~ cold on the outside, cold on the inside
COLD-WARM ~ cold on the outside, warm on the inside
WARM-COLD ~ warm on the outside, cold on the inside
WARM-WARM ~ warm on the outside, warm on the inside

i always used to think i was a warm-warm person... i think i'm starting to turn warm-cold... or even worse, cold-warm...