Blah.

The hellish month of October has begun.
Many, many, many lecture recordings to listen to [I dunno the exact number and I don't want to for fear of not being able to finish them all in time].
A whole month of stress, anti-socialness, many sleeps full of worry, many cups of coffee and Red Bull drank and who knows what else.

And why am I fully hermiting and working my ass off? Dunno.
It just doesn't seem worth it in the end.
=(

First, I gotta get this dumb seminar outta the way.
Pray that I don't fall asleep halfway through it or end up saying something stupid.